two more days to ALC. EURGH. we're getting the class tees tmr. is that good news or bad news i wonder. ahh. i had 17 for lit out of 25. i did resonably better than my othr lit papers cos usually i'd have only a boderline pass. haha. but many really screwed up the maths and hist paper today. rahh. and the dumbest thing was : i forgot to bring my wallet to school - again. GOODNESS. i'm so forgetful. oh and the sectwos had like a briefing on the streaming combinations. i'm battling with myself ovr whether to take phychem or biochem. i like bio. i like chem. i dun like physics. the ans seems so easy right? but. BUT. BUT. i wun be able to do more in science if i took bio than to phys. AIYAH HECK. and i'm DEFINITELY gonna do geog. HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO SURVIVE TAKING FULL LIT + HALF HIST. i'll DIE mann. either that or i'll do the WORST choice - FULL hist and half lit. i dun mind lit tt much.. but HISTORY?! that's OUT of the question. forget about triple sciences. even if i could take it - highly impossible -, i wun have the time to manage it with BALLET and like stuff. i'd rather spend the time SLEEPING instead of stressing everyday trying to keep myself awake. SHEESH. all in favour for biochem+fullgeoghalflit say AYE. my only goal now is to AIM to be in the same class as willa. YAYYE. we are SO gonna do the same subjects - provided i pass overall HIGHER CHINESE. oh shit. okayye. so i'm crapping a lot abt the streaming thing. but it DOES get on your nerves. gahs. and now. the most worrying exam to come: ballet exam. fck. frankly speaking. i think i shld score better than her BUT if the tchr thinks othrwise then SO BE IT. sheesh. i always feel sour. and i ALWAYS have a reason for being sour. i'm not being selfish nor childish. YOU WONT GEDDIT!! gahs. oh no. i'm crapping. oh btw. SEVEN freaking people were sick in my class today. rachel see-toh and katrina went home straight after the maths test. amelia, lynn, pearlyn ee, liwei, helen were ALL ALREADY absent. oh goodness. the class was so freaking empty. OH. i forgot. jovel went home halfway through the day too. so that makes EIGHT people down with illnesses. and i've finally recovered frm the flu that i caught frm meredith and the rest after THREE LONG WEEKS when the othrs recovered in like.. 5 days!? SHEESH.

salutations freaks. sorry. feeling out-of-the-world. i mean like. how would you feel if you feel stress from all around. i've yet to get my history paper signed. shit. and failing HCL was bad enough alr. now i'm forced to read chinese newspapers. how gross is that. no, i do NOT despise nor dislike chinese. it's jus that i HATE the papers. oh and it's hist and maths common test tmr. maths is kinda screwed cos of algebra. i'm really, really slow at it. and sitting next to th maths rep isnt exactly helping cos half th time she falls asleep nd she can afford it cos she has maths tuition. BUT I DONT. sheesh. this is damn sad. on wednesday, the freaking ALC's coming and our class tee might not be ready by then. sheesh. frankly. i dun really like the class tee. it's so BORING. oh yeahh. katrina thinks tt the tennis shirt looks nice. of course it does. YOU'RE PLAYING TENNIS. they dun freaking care much abt the shirt when u're playing. but our class tee? it's supposed to symbolise class spirit and togetherness. so wat shit is so bite me supposed to mean. ok. no offence to her suggestion. but everyone's got their own preference. and i think meredith's suggestion was kinda cool. jigsaw puzzle pieces to show that everyone is linked together in a class. as usual, being part of the nobodies in class, no one heard much about it. or maybe they plain ignored it. social strata again. it jus SUCKS. but it's too late to change anything anyways. and i feel prejudiced. like frm seniors to new classmates. thr's smthn abt them tt walls the trust between each other. EURGH. and it's like my class is ROJAK. oneSY, oneCO, oneGY, oneSE, onePE, oneGR, onePR. EVERYONE from each secone class. how NOT rojak can it get?!! and the most unfortunate one - ME. cos i'm the only frm oneSY but lynn knows how to say the right thing. take it you're from oneSE. but seriously, it isnt the same. COS I DUNNO MUCH ABT ONESE OTHER THAN A FIERCE RIVAL OF ONESY. haha. so how. am i to feel sandwiched. partially my fault to do so badly in hcl and hist to land in PE. otherwise, i could have gone SE or GY. yesyes. i'm feeling sour. from all these you can tell i dun like twoPE much. i'm trying to change my impression of it. but it seems to get worse. causes are mostly beacuse of cliques. those netballers and basketballers are always together in class nd watever yingyi and dan has to announce to the class, their attention is the last to get. oh yeahh. that leads me to my new favourite phrase - watch my eyes roll. EURGH. and BALLET. oh sure it definitely isnt helping. i've only got less than two months to prepare for it. nutters arent helping by missing classes. and that bubble-tea* isnt helping. she's like so.. eurgh. even the simplest of stretches she has to COPY. oh goodness. DUMB ASS. has ur brain grown on ur arse. dammit. ok. i'm being mean. BUT SERIOUSLY. where's your FREAKING originality that you claim u have a lot off. EURGH. now seriously, WATCH MY EYES ROLL. ahh. and i went for the sixes class today cos i've to miss thursday's class this week cos of CAMP. sheesh. i'd rather BALLET then to CAMP. after class. i think a wire was cut in my head. my brain lost control. relapse of and emotional breakdown. a time when everything inside and within you goes out of control and you practically go nuts and say or do things you've never thought you wld do tho you've thought of doing. SEE. i'm still not making sense. eurgh. got the pair of shoes i needed. no, i forgoed the sandals. i bought some really weird rubberised shoe. lol. now i can forget abt the OLD SCH SHOES for camp. less heavy burden. oh yeahh. i'm gonna wear my father's OLD sport shoes. i cant bear to destroy my nike wonders. HAHAHA. oh. and i cant afford to fail history again tmr. i'll have to bid goodbye to th comp, my freedom, my PHONE if failure comes around again. i'm trying to delay my hist paper so tt i can get it signed with my WONDERFUL geog paper. haha. hope it redeems slightly? ahh. but come to think of it. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME I GOT PRAISED BY MY PARENTS? ahh. this sounds familiar. ..? I NOT STUPID TOO. AH HAH! now that hits me. 27/30 is like nothing to be commended on for them. darn. let's give examples. so i told them i had 94/100 for grade6 ballet last yr. and my mother's reaction alone was like so? EURGH. it got me SO infuriated. so they dun care. and in p6 prelim 2. i had highest for science paper. and my father totally IGNORED the piece of paper which stated the highest marks in class. OK. NEGLECT IT. it's like no matter how obvious it is they wont notice. SO BE IT. if it was my brother, i bet their reaction would have been so MUCH more different. eurgh. and they're not even glad that i PASSED grade 8 piano. yeahh i knw it was just a PASS. but i PASSED. it's a total different meaning. cos we had all anticipated tt i would fail. and i did better than my brother. HE FAILED HIS FIRST ATTEMPT AT EIGHTS. so they deny it. BUT MY PIANO TCHR REMEMBERS IT CRYSTAL CLEAR. and i finished it three years younger than my brother. whee. i got to word of encouragement. i feel so USELESS. utterly disappointed. SO THEY WANT ME TO STUDY. i WILL. but i tell you. it wun do much good.

embrace the new blogskin. whether you like it or not, TOO BAD, it's MY BLOG. wahaha. yeahh today we went for the badminton match against rgs. yep they won. but really, our badminton players did their best. i'm kinda hoarse and tired now. screamed too much with charmaine puah and the rest. lol. i din get to see ruici. but i saw masa play against boon tiong. it was like anglo-chinese school [i] against raffles instituition. ri was pathetic in a way tt nobody frm their sch came to support them other than the badminton team themself. haha. i saw anthr guy frm tns frm acs [i] but i dono his name. hahahahaha. it was funny in a way to see someone who were frm the same badminton team playing against each othr now. and for doubles c div, my sch and rgs. ying yi and denyse played against. ahem. XIANNING AND XUANWEI. erhems. ex-taonannites. when i told charmaine, she was like, woah ur pri sch pro hurh. all these ppl all come and play badminton. no la, is i SUEY. knw all these ppl. like the two ex tns girls were like damn close. it's damn weird to see them play together with sec2's fastest runner and my class rep. really, really weird. and no, i din get to see ruici. so she still owes me chocolates. HAHAHA. oh and when boon tiong was playing, he almost did a split. only then, i realised that badminton needed flexibility too. HAHS. so maybe tt's why beverly comes for ballet in the first place. EURGH. abuse of ballet. erms. NVM. hahs. then after the match, we went back to sch. GUESS WAT MANN. my geog marks are like FREAKING mann. LOL! i got TWENTYSEVEN out of thirty. HAHAHAHAHAHA. i sounded like a firecracker when i saw my marks with a STAR marked next to it. WAHAHAHAHAHA. so damn funny. meredith and danitza, who sit in front of and behind me respectively, both got the same marks! and i hardly studied geog othr than the MAP! omgomgomg. hahahahahahahaha. and the sad thing was. my class tshirt has been rejected for hint of sexual conotation and defiance. EURGH. so crap. but yeahh, personally, i din really approve of the so bite me part. but since majority wins then so be it. now everybody's debating wat to replace the "bite" part. dammit. and the crisis is tt the guy has alr started to print the shirt, so we can only either cancel bite PURPOSELY or add stuff like an UGLY pic to it or smthn. DOTS. so it means that our shirt's gonna look freaking screwed. FINE. eurgh. then dance today. we did not do JAZZ or INTERESTING stuff that we had anticipated. we did.. SWINGING JAZZ. u knw. like those in the CHARLIE CHAPLIN times. goodness. my feet are so freaking tired. they hurt everytime i try to point or walk. and not only that, i'll have to wake up damn bloody early tmr cos of OM. i'm like the first grp to go in cos xinying's got a chess competition after tt. OH NO MANN. i havent gotten the bloody tail for the wolf. SHEESH. haiz. still battling within myself whether to go for ballet. tell me about it.

hellooo. one more day to the change of blogskin. if you've previewed the next blogskin, you might be wondering since WHEN did i change my preferences for LONG scrolly blogs. lols. the truth is: I DONO! haha. OM spontaneous was so weird today. we were supposed to describe a plastic bag full of shredded paper. weird. lols. on saturday, we'll be doing the long-term competition. i hate it. tonight's class will be taken by kelly. bully. arhahahahaha. dammit. thr's hist and math test nxt monday la. then th fricking adventure learning camp which i'm NOT looking forward to. oh and tmr, the WHOLE of the sectwo cohort is going to support our badminton players for their match against rgs. WAHA. and coincidentally, ruici's going too. LOL! th funny thing's that both C and B div are against rgs. lol. as usual, ruici just says tt she'll beat us. erms. ok.. let's not count chickens before they hatch. oh btw, scgs netballers were at a game against rgs netballers earlier.. nd.. they lost. a few days back, they lost to cedar. oh wells. haiz. let's just hope all goes well tmr then? HAIZ.

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yayye. i failed two papers in two days. first my hcl paper by nine marks and then my hist paper by 1.5 marks. sadly, those two are like my worst two subjects. oh shit. and today, i had another chinese compre test. yesterday's dance was taken by ms fen soh. she did like a really really LONG warm-up. the five-minute crunches caused my abs to ache like crazy today. eurgh. and she made us do push ups as well ytd. DAMMIT. her class was quite interesting la. jus tt shanice weiqin and i had to leave early cos of ballet. poor alcinda hurt her kneecap. ouch. and we saw steph.. when alcinda and i were abt to leave crestar, steph was like pulling me, not letting me go. lol. then alcinda went scavenging for earrings. lol. haiz. today, early in the morning, stepping into the classroom, pearlyn and i spotted something orange on the floor between among dan + cheryl's tables and pearlyn and my chair. it was a bra =.=' of course we found out who the owner was but. Erhems. i'm so not going to mention who. but u gotta admit, it's quite funny. hahahaha. PE was so crap. charlotte's team and my team tied at the top for the rugby matches. in the end, my group lost to three rounds of scissors, paper, stone. LOL. hahahaha. it was like really really weird. hahahahaha. after sch, alisha was like at my sch bus stop. did i mention that the wallet that nad had gotten for me 2 yrs ago, the buckle's broken.. if i'm gonna yank it off, it's not gonna close anymore. haha. so we went to the wallet shop at the heeren's jus to look for wallets. they were either too expensive or i din like them. so i went home empty handed lols. I NEED A NEW WALLET.

This time,This place
Misused, Mistakes Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know, you know, you know
That I love you I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go
Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore
One my knees, I'll ask Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know, you know, you know
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed I need to hear you say
That I love you I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving
Hold on to me and, never let me go

-nickelback [far away]

TENTACLES.
falalas.
today was a BAD day.
but still.




HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEREDITH AND CHARMAINE KOH!

oh the horror. homework's piling for the weekends. early in the morning, i went off to amphitheatre to find xinying and yichieh abt OM. i found her wit chiying, mitali and beverly too. the bcos the sch has this song dedication thingy, someone requested you'll be in my heart. not someone frm oneSY. but all of us, being from oneSY`o5, all sang along with the song. we were so SAD. cos the song meant a LOT to us. reminding us of oneSY's obstacles and tears and joy. the last day of school was so teary. tears. tears. tears. oh today, first period was ms lee's class. haha. i've never noticed how pretty miss lee actually looks. LOL. davinia has her sister's pic as her phone wallpaper. LOL! anyways. the projector went kaput on us. so miss lee was like her usual dramatic self. AHEMS. after english was art. I FINISHED ART YESTERDAY. alisha had come over. she helped me to paint my OM props - GRASS. lols. while i did my art TOO. i'm done painting my file. oh. halfway during art today, the stupid fire alarm went off. i think it was quite dumb cos we were actually already INFORMED of the day of the drill a few days back. and repeatedly too. the dumbest thing was that we actually assembled in the FIELD? DUH-UMB. then when we went back to the art room, NO ONE COULD OPEN THE CAN OF VARNISH!! cheryl koo sent it to mr ang and he actually opened it with a penknife when mrs canham used a hammer and screwdriver =.=' HOW DUMB. my file looks GLOSSY-FIED with the varnish. LOLS! ahh. then we had science. learnt abt DIGESTION. lols. we've pretty moved away from molecules and crap lol. and bcos charlotte was absent today, no one woke jovel up during science. hahas. after tt was OM. we had mrs chia for the assessment. OMG. SHE WAS SO NICE. our marks were like SO HIGH. oh goodness. then dance, after doing barre and center, weiqin, shanice, joy, danielle and i were sitting down when the others did starlight. i attempted to take photos of hsien fa with my phone but he was too far away. then i took a video of minyi doing grande jete and stretching LOL. jus cos she asked anyways. i also tried to take pics of joy but she kept moving so i kept deleting pics. HAHAHAHA. then we got dismissed frm dance while they cont doing starlight. ahh. nothing much happened la. so thr. ((:

i'm screwed. higher chinese paper on monday was a killer. the tchr had alr finished marking. she told us only nine ppl passed. pathetic. it's out of the combined 24 of PE and GR that NINE ppl passed. that's like 3-eighth of the hcl class PASSED. the saddest thing is. term one's weightage is THIRTY PERCENT. i'm dead alr. i'm fighting a losing battle. SHIT. the reason i'm blogging at this time is bcos thr isnt sch today. scgs did quite well for Os so yepp. it's a day off. while most ppl will be out shopping ad yadayada. i'm stuck at home finishing art. and hopefully finish my OM props - grass. the only problem is - NO CARDBOARD. sheesh. tmr's the assessment day. i'm so DEAD. haiz. and my science was so screwed. 19 out of 30. that's like B4. SHEESH. i'm DOOMED this year. and the following too. freak. i'm starting to lose my mind. stressed out by schwrk. and ms lee's classes arent exactly helping. FUCK. and. time seems to be slipping out of my hand. i cant seem to do anything to help it. chiense was so hopeless. i'd read the compre passage FOUR times but i could only get the MAIN idea of it. and the questions were really OUT OF THE WORLD. and ppl in class are NOT helping. so many ppl wanted out chinese paper back but SHE had to tell the tchr tt we din. EURGH. nowadays, i'm in the mood of ripping people apart. yes lynn, now you know who not to trifle with. BE SCARED. BE VERY SCARED. ARGH WTV THE FCK. i feel so hypocritical. i'm not me. I DONT LIKE THIS.

woke up like 0645 today even though it's a sunday. i've dropped out of the concert. i gave up on it. it's stressing me out. besides this year's a streaming year. anyways. i woke up so early because i had to get ready for the OM meeting. sheesh. all we did was like practise the script, did a bit of props and more discussions. lols. after that, elaine and i walked from xin ying house to junction 8 so that we could take the mrt. she was heading to pasir ris while i dropped off at eunos conveniently and went off to alisha's house. haha. after staying thr for a while, we took 15. she was heading for ballet while i took the bus straight home. when she left, i received an sms from elaine. it turns out tt she had been on the same bus as us. LOLS. HOW COINCIDENTAL. sadly she didnt call me on the bus. so i din knw she was on the bus too. lols. alisha and i spent the bus ride playing games on the phone. i was playing hers and she played mine. so BORED. oh and i literally fell asleep in her house while trying to revise for chinese on her bed. LOL.

jealousy ruins your life. yeahh sure. go pursue your love life. leave you spare time all for your new lover. forget your best friend. she doesnt feel like talking you. she thinks it's a torture talking to you nowadays. it's so painful that she cant help but to scream at you whenever on the phone. is it worth the tears that she shed for you. after so much gone through. insensitivity. you don't even know how your best friend feels. you assume she really means it by telling to go for it. she'll feel eternal guilt by saying "no, don't go for it, cos i dont want it" it's such a waste. she thought she really had a friend who knew her inside out. in the end. it always end up like this. is it goodbye then?
she feels like dying. she might just WANT to die. maybe if she died, there'd be less a burden to the world. her parents won't have to worry about:
. her spending money on daily necessities
. her spending money on "useless stuff"
. her spending money on her friend's gifts
. paying her sch fees.
. paying her ballet fees
. paying for all the ballet stuff
. paying her piano fees.
. her talking back to them
. her sister not sleeping early enough
her brother won't have such an annoying sister. her sister wont have a bad influence from her. her best friend won't have to face her tantrums. her best friend won't have to try to figure her out.
wouldn't that be less of a burden?
she's insecure ovr her friends. they always lead to paranoia. then possesiveness over friends. you memorise the formulae. goodbye earth. what will happened she fell into a coma tmr? what if she died in her sleep tonight? what if she died in a car crash tmr?
who really cares.
dammit.

sprained butt. okay. i have no idea wat happened to the muscle but it hurt after hearing a crack within somewhere in my body. was playing rugby for PE. it cracked like when i pivoted to score a goal. sheesh. it was so painful at first that i couldnt even climb up the stairs back to my classroom properly. goodness. today was so suay. for maths, ms lau was at a meeting so we had a relief teacher, like twoCO, we had a surprise algebra quiz. SHEESH. after that, we got scolded by ms soh for making too much noise in RAP when in the first place twoGR was making all the noise. DAMMIT. after that was chinese.. that he zhong xue sheng tan li shi book was so crappy. after that, the tchr oso sprung a surprise cloze passage test on us. SHEESH. i scored six for it and 14.5 for the book test. darn. i'm freaking freaking sad. i think twoPE is so demotivating. no class spirit, no enthusiasm in anything. and all SOME people can do is to fuck up the teachers that we have. out of all the teachers that teach us, like 90% of them hate us. and i can understand why not. they may think it's funny but seriously, i think it's a waste of time sometimes. and when it has nothing to do with answering questions in the class, they YAK so much and when it comes to the simplest of questions, they shut up. making those who want to answer feel awkward and uncomfortable. and it's like cos large amt of ppl in the class are frm either onePE last yr or oneSE last year, they form huge cliques. they make ppl from minority classes feel so ostracised. I HATE IT. i mean like. if they had much more cooperation with our class reps and stuff, we'd have finished our class cheer and stuff like eons ago.. with that said. i'm NOT comparing the current twoPE with last year's oneSY. the lacking in spirit is so.. demoralising. like dan said. it provides a bad studying envrionment. maybe it's just me stressing myself. but like face it. who wouldnt want to make it to a good class. and i just find out ppl doing biochem will end up in GY or GR. sheesh. i'm starting to feel real. real. real. dumb. cos it's like ppl from PR had 28 for the highest for english paper and their lowest was like 21. my class lowest was like FAIL. WHO'S HEARD OF FAILING ENGLISH?! sheesh. and the highest was 25.5. higher than me by 4 marks. who else but meredith could've done that. lols. and wat's worse is that thr's a chinese test NEXT MONDAY. i've lost hope in passing chinese papers. it's always my compositions tt pulls up my overall score. my chinese is in a SLUM. it SUCKS so badly. i'm seriously stressing myself too much. but if not how? parents nagging doesnt help. busy schedule doesnt help. i want to drop out of the august concert. it's wasting my time. and since she favours them so much. they can have it all to themselves. since alcinda's also dropping out of it. I WANT OUT TOO. and thus i can be spared from a tight schedule too. but on the other hand. i'll be left out. but so what. i've always been that way. so might as well stay that way.
SO THERE.

WOOTS. mrs fern's back in action. lols. i'm aching crazy from the weekend classes of ballet. i can hardly walk quickly. under the legs and inner thighs. ouch. maths today was so horrid. ms lau even manipulates the way we self-mark our worksheets. WHAT BULLSHIT IS THAT. dammit. the more she rattles on the more confused i get. and it's like i would understand so MUCH better if she just explained once and showed the example. cos i can like compare the ways, and then i'd get it. i'm queer i know. ting xie was sorta easier than i had expected. guess it was because i wrote the words i din knw how to rite on a piece of paper like two days ago. LOL. i'm so dead la. next week's common tests are geog and CHINESE. i've never passed a chinese paper since i stepped into scgs. dammit. i'm so stressing myself. and i think science was kinda screwed yesterday and lit is always no hope for me. so anyways, after sch was dance. hsien fa took our class first. as usual he did his difficult work again. he never does adage. lols. after that, we took a short break and had a class with mr gary trinder. he's got a pot-belly. LOL. he's class was like super SHORT. and that su-jie lao shi joined the class. he's going to choreograph a dance for the concert that we're supposed to do. he teaches the primary dance kids with a cane. goodness. his left ear's pierced. LOL. then hsien fa just sat thr and watched class. he kept hinting to different ppl abt their posture and crap stuff. and guess who the pianist was for mr trinder's class.. it was WEN YANG. lols. yepp. that same guy who used to play for ms lee's classes. LOL. he could recognise wei qin and i LOL. he gave us that you look familiar.. expression. lol. as usual, he's freaky enough to come up with music without using scores. darn heck. freaky guy. and at the end of trinder's class, he gave us postcards?! lol. after that, only wei qin and i went off for ballet. thanks to the jam and trinder's class ending at like 1835, when we reached crestar, class was alr OVER. lols. haiz. heard from desiree that ms lee still lost her voice. hahas.

HELLO. havent blogged in dunno how many days. hahaha. i've not witnessed such childish behaviour since last year. alisha's surp friend, jayden is another typical childish boy. he called me cocky. like EXCUSE me. i don't know you THAT well. i have no reason to give trust to someone i don't know. i mean, like i dun wish to talk to you either. i truthfully think you're a pain in the ass. and the other childish one is the spammer on my class blog. he/she claims himself to be wingyan. err. yeahh watever. we don't really care about it that much. if he's got so much time, he should go do something else. and he needs tuition in science. he's yet to classify wat's productive and not productive. like duh. and maybe comparison too. eurgh. CHILDISH. anyways. i went to watch i not stupid II with danitza ytd. at the bus stop, she was like OH, i like your phone!! and i said ooh. i like your phone too. actually it was kinda lame, cos both of us had the same phone. LOLS! we watched the movie at plaza sing.. cos neither dan's nor my phone succeeded in booking the tickets, we used lydia's. then we ate at fish market. dun get the wrong idea. it's a RESTAURANT. lols. the fish was so huge. dan and i shared a plate of fish & chips and mussels and we were really, really full. then we walked off to spotlight cos the movie hadnt started. she was looking for a wig for OM. idiot. she tried it on my head. GROSS. the movie was so SAD, SAD, SAD. it was kinda torturous too in a way because the scenes were arranged in such a way that they make you feel sad one moment and the next you start laughing. the ending was weird. like WAY weird. linchengcai becoming a martial arts interenational champ. LOLS. the movie, i agree, did reflect on singaporeans way of disciplining the child. then again, it was kind of one-sided. not all parents do that. and some parts are quite exaggerated. all in all, it WAS quite good. i cried. at those really really torturous parts. because you can literally know how they're feeling. and according to danitza, she'd been sobbing through the movie. LOL. i even took a photo of her after the movie. she was like.. RUDOLF THE RED-NOSED REINDEER. after that, thr was ballet. guess wat. i'm STICKING WITH RED LEOTARD ((: grace and rachel are getting maroon. hahas. maroon. i rmb alisha used to pronounce it as merON. LOL. today, art lesson was so wasted. just as it was about to end, lynn told mrs canham about the holes in the clogs i was painting. they were termite infested. goodness. and i killed like three of them when i first got them but i din knw they were termites. cos i thot termites were. erhems. white? LOLS. waha. then i was so bored that i started painting clogs for lynn. LOLS. uhh. nothing much happened after that.. just that hsien fa's pointe class was a killer. my toenails felt as though they were breaking into halves. rahh.